Tuesday, September 23, 2008

     It is 7:36am.  I woke up earlier today, the sun gets me up.  I need a digital clock for my room so I can look at the time and know what time it is.  It is a guess right now as to what time I get up.  It has been 63 years since Douglas MacArthur signed himself as Imperium September 2, 1945.  I am thinking about whether to go to Boston today or go to Westerly.  Boston is quite the ordeal to get to.  I can take the train either to Boston or to Westerly from Providence.  I am tired of driving so far.

Thursday, September, 18, 2008

     I'm thinking about what to do today.  At 1:45 pm, I have some things to do in Taunton.  It's something about this area here Swansea, Somerset, Fall River that I don't feel comfortable.  I don't know what it is but it's something that I feel.  Maybe I should turn off the radio.  I just played flute, a little better.  Today is the 61st year of the National Security Act of 1947.

Thursday, September, 4, 2008

     It's 7:59am, and I'm awake.  I woke up much earlier.  I don't sleep very well here in Swansea.  I'm stressed here also.  I'm sitting here bored out of my mind in Swansea.  It's quiet and the air conditioner is on, but the isolation continues.  I'm isolated from what i dont want and i'm also isolated from what i do want.  I want to continue to be isolated from the don't wants and want the isolation to stop for my do wants.  I'm still bored, it's 9:30am.  I probably should have kept this Leafman journal going through my journeys, well I can talk about my journies now in this journal this day.  The last time I wrote a lot in here was I would have to say in July 2003.  But even then I was not writing a lot.  The last time I wrote a lot was in April 2002.  But even then I was not writing a lot.  The last time I wrote a lot in here was March 2002.  It depends even then when, so therefore February 2002 was the last time I was writing a lot in here.  Ok, I can say that February 4, 2002 I was writing a lot.  But things were messed up and confusing then.  There was a short window of time, and that window went up very fast.  How about March 1, 2002.  This is a fair date to start this.  Even March 4, 2002 is a fair date.  But that is leading up, therefore I will stick with March 1, 2002.  There is stress then I can feel it.  march, april, may, june, july, august.  So this is 5 months plus 6 years.  There's always been stress?  Not really, there have been a few times when there was not stress, but then again there was stress.  I need this stress free for a long time and get my wants here and non wants, well i'll concentrate on my wants and needs of course.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

     Sitting here, well it's 10:38pm.  Time for bed pretty soon.

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